Thought I was done here!
It is funny how we grow change adapt fuddle shine walk with the angels and then all of a sudden a loss takes all those beautiful sunny years and puts you in a dark place, well thats what happened to me a few years ago, so this last year not being one to exit on a blah note chose to regain what I once was and forgive God. Now if that sounds harsh, well I remembered being a beautiful little glowing ball of gold light, happy full of excitement, then I came to Earth school....oh boy.....many life times so many experiences, knowing it was all part of the plan.... I have always created whateve I wanted, riches and that were not part of my wants, being a mother was my greatest joy..... Finding great sorrow at being a parent was not in the plan..lol at least not how I felt about it.... Today I have forgiven all past lives and future lives and most of all this one, each of us has a path we choose every moment...we have to except that people, even children leave our lives because they ar...