words on the wind

It is funny how we grow change adapt fuddle shine walk with the angels and then all of a sudden a loss takes all those beautiful sunny years and puts you in a dark place, well thats what happened to me a few years ago, so this last year not being one to exit on a blah note chose to regain what I once was and forgive God. Now if that sounds harsh, well I remembered being a beautiful little glowing ball of gold light, happy full of excitement, then I came to Earth school....oh boy.....many life times so many experiences, knowing it was all part of the plan.... I have always created whateve I wanted, riches and that were not part of my wants, being a mother was my greatest joy..... Finding great sorrow at being a parent was not in the plan..lol at least not how I felt about it.... Today I have forgiven all past lives and future lives and most of all this one, each of us has a path we choose every moment...we have to except that people, even children leave our lives because they ar...

Enriching the soul will always enrich your whole life, mind, body and heart... To enrich ones life one need only begin to appreciate all they have, find everyhing possible in your life that makes you happy, life is just about "feeling" good. I have traveled many roads, was up and was down, I believe that I have never fully fallen for a part of me coud never stop appreciating the wonder of spirit, God and nature. So giving up completely never was a full option. The Holidays bring such wonder and stress for many, some depression gets deeper... This season I challenge you to rise above, lift your vibration by merely loving something, even it is only one thing, give it your attention, appreciation and love......begin to see the world in a new light, so what if you can not afford light and decorations, appreciate the folks that can right now and that do....there is nothing better than enjoying the things you love wether you provided it or not. Blessings and Love give life...

What if I said that we are on top of a wave of energy that is so majikal that Harry Potter just may look like a cartoon after we are done creating our new world. What if I told you that just you could be the difference in this new world, the one person who could just imagine us into a new world of ultimate creating? What if I told you that today was the start of the biggest event in human history and you are the one that can lead us into that wonder? If I told you all of this would you still just wonder if it was possible or would you jump for joy and laugh out loud and say " hey lets get to it!" Well consider it said and I look forward to being with you in this massive transformation of our world, all you have to do is feel joy from the depth of your soul and bring up and out, laugh all day and give acts of kindness and gratitude all day everyday for the rest of your life and most important just dream of anything you want, do not imagine how it will get here just thr...

Lets join the revolution - lets use our divine gifts of energy to fill congress, the white house, the wallstreet corps....fill them with the white light of God and the pink and gold light of love... I am asking everyone to join me daily in a meditation of light just for 10 mins a day you can include any companies, people, the world if you choose in this meditation, there is alot you can visualize in a 10 min meditation... Each day sit in meditation, visualize yourself sitting in the halls or streets or rooms where you think the most love needs to be, see a pink vibrant clear light emerging from your hands until it beomes a ball of light encompassing you, then let it grow and fill the areas you have picked, this is the most powerful of all energies...sit in this bubble and hold it, then breath through your heart and let this energy pulse and pulse.... This works wether you believe or not let us do this everyday in Oct....let us make Oct the month to remember...... Daily too on y...

Hello it has been awhile, I took some time for retrospect....felt good, feeling oh so much more balanced, thanks. Freedom it is a big word, we use it so freely when speaking of our country, the USA. Do we understand it though, do we live by its depth and meaning? Well like anything some do some don't. I encountered a dialogue this week that made me realize that so many of us do not realize the very essence of freedom, free to choose, free to be me, free to find God, Goddess All That Is, free to, to what, be intolerant of others, to not seek further than the old teachings of man. The new age movement and paganism is about the freedom of all beliefs to be freely explored by each person privately, as should be when it is a spiritual journey. Bringing to the mix in our communities of many colors and practices, to bring only the best of our charactors of which for most of us is brought through our beliefs, but to only bring the best of our charactors to the joined table of descis...

Searching and reading.....challenging many belief structures, finding that many religions tended to take your power away, your gifts seen as "evil" and treating this life like we were sheep to be hearded instead of the unique individuals we are and expanding our knowledge of the universe and spirit. Am I a witch? well I find the wiccan crede to be the most simplest and truest of codes to live by: 1. Do as you will, bring harm to none! 2. Never interfere with anothers life path. Also I like saying "Blessed Be" " Blessings" I find them to be gentle loving ways to say hello and goodbye. I have gifts of site, gifts of healing, gifts of prayer...the list goes on, am I a new ager....well I like thier better ways of dealing with stress, diseases and overall health and wellness, they are open minded... I have a natural infinity of being a American Indian, my ways are very much the same in ceremony and majik.... I love God, Goddess, All That Is with a pa...

So the story starts with a baby about to be born and a little golden light hovering around the mom about to give birth to said baby. The little gold light ball is me (my soul) waiting to jump into my new body, there is something stalling, so I wait. The stall it seems is a nurse that has decided that it is to soon to deliver the baby, the doctor had already gone home and he was tired, so the nurse sat on my moms legs to keep me from being born. The next morning when the doctor arrived, angry at the nurse quickly aloud me to be born, the body that was to be mine was coming...when the doctor spanked the bottom of the little behind to get the babies body to breath, I jumped in the body, soul and body became one and i laughed I was so happy to be here. The doctor shook his head and told my mom she was in for it, it was the first time he had a baby laugh at birth....He just didn't know how much I wanted to be here! I was a busy child, I loved touching everything, the textures were ...

Did you know that envisioning a blue ring of light around something or someone is for protection. I do this daily for my loved ones, my home and vehicle as well as strangers I see broke down on the road, I surround them and thier vehicle, with a little blessing they get help soon. Also I do blessings for every dead creature I see along the road, it is a shame they have to die due to our need to get around so quickly. When the traffic on the road seems so hectic and out of sync, I bring up shields, rear to front side to side to help keep appropriate distances between me and other vehicles. I usually feel a little tingle around my neck after doing so. My visualization is just an energy field out in front of me over the top to back behind me then sides that reach the lane sides I'm in. Kinda like star trek, shields up. Do not ever use a cloaking thought, you could get hit! Its so funny I do not do anything strange or odd, nothing that anyone else couldn't do, but because of ...

A unique practice I enjoy doing is, free flow movement, it is when you stand still deep breath, fully relax and then let your body begin to move, I like to think of myself as a tender reed, flowing with the wind, you may feel something else as you begin to move, just let it happen. If you are like me at first I was embarassed to let go, but darn once I did I felt more incredible as I went. This is how I found my natural movements to be more like Native American indians, more shaman. You will find your own natural way of moving, you can chant and really let go and totally be in the moment and movement. Another practice is that of the spinning, if you start spinning in a circle and hold one hand out that is naturally forward to the direction you are going, focus only on the hand you will not get dizzy...pretty kool experience to get lost in the spin. Blessings.

Visualition is an important tool to master, it is using the imagination to help build your spirit connection to all there is, if you can visualize it you can create it. I use my visualization in all my communication with the spirits of animals and bugs and plants.....eventually the true images come through and it is a thrill at first then just as common as anything else we see daily. When you sit and deep breath, relax as fully as possible and then begin your visualzation on whatever you are looking to create or communicate with. Be as detailed oriented as possible as well as clear on what you are thinking as well. After getting your picture in order and your thought, just relax and enjoy the feeling or communication you are experiencing. I always thank the plant, animal or bug for working with me. I always give my new idea to God in a basket to let the universe know I trust they will provide. You will find the practice of these 2 tools will also help with strengthening you...

A funny wonder comes about me in the spring, I love planting flowers, to feel the earth under my bare feet, to play in the dirt, I love sitting on the ground so not to miss one unique critter that we might cross paths, spiders, rolly pollies, mushrooms, all sorts of bugs and things. To see the new growth of last years flowers spreading about the gardens, to hear the bee's and the birds. To watch the rare butterflies come out of the woods to see which feast they want today. In early morning to catch a Kyote, a turkey (one day we had 27turkeys in the back yard) not so anymore we have Sissy our much loved large dog. The deer come through early morning and at dusk, hawks soar over, I love my yard. Well you see I love all these things and all these things know it, I humm when I garden lovely little ditties that send loving energy into my yard, my plants respond with abundance, I speak to the spirit divas of the rabbits asking them not to eat out of our garden and that in turn we wil...

Whenever you are in need of something specific, your prayer will have more umph if you follow a few simple rules. In your sacred space, light a candle or incence, then write your prayer out on a piece of paper, while writing it out visualize exactly what it is you need. Now set a small bowl of water out and a crystal or other rock, small bowl of good old dirt will work too, now start some wonderful music.... Read your prayer out loud three times, like anything else a prayer must be resonated on three levels, after you have read it you may burn the writing releasing to great spirit or simply throw it away...it is done! Relax in your space letting your thought clear, then in reverse turn off the music cover the rock, empty your water and blow out your candle or put out your incense. These steps help you create a attmosphere of intent...intent being I have come to my special place to request and co-create a need that must be filled. As you practice this form of ritual you realiz...

Water represents your conscious existence in a dream, dream interpretation is a good tool to use when you are having diffaculty making a desiscion or identifing an emtional response or hang up. Get a good book on dreams, I recommended one in an earlier blog of reading list suggestions. Now what I really wanted to talk about is your world, your world is important only when you are an active participant...not just a stand on the side lines. So trust yourself to be just good enough to join in, as time goes on hey you'll realize that you are more than just good enough...your actually awesome and very much needed as an integeral piece in your world.... So dive in...its the journey not the destination, don't worry where you land, because as long as you stay active your going to end up somewhere else if your first jump didn't get you to somewhere you wanted to be, just remember everything is in its perfect order, so even if you don't like where you are check out the wh...

You are the perfect person at all times for every situation, don't question it, sometimes we are who and what we are at any given time to be a lesson for some one else. You can not know everything all the time, you must trust yourself and your heart, whenever in doubt, meditate, deep breath, find your answer or cut it loose to the universe and know it is being taken cared of. Our lives are like diamonds in the rough, over time we smooth design and change up that design now and again....let yourself be... Nothing  is real except this very moment, so be in the moment.... Love and Blessings.... The best way to get out of a funk.....Do something nice for someone else!

This is something I have been working on for years, although I have made great strides, suddenly a situation will arise and I see the half empty light come on.....erkkkkk brake Ok lets make that a half full thought. We get to wittness so many "real stories" that uasually carry the negative side only, I challenge you to see the positive... Example : we live in a country who reports violence like pouring a cup of coffee, so add a little cream and sugar...yes you can. Simply listen to the broadcast and then add to yourself or others that yes that is horrible, however it is nice that we live in a country that has laws, organizations and help, for victoms and criminals. See how easy that is. Now when you have someone in your life that does something that drives you....try this out. Example: My husband makes messes, it drives me, now my husband says the same about me, we couldn't see that we were both making messes in areas different from one another so we didn...

In the days to come you will notice life in a balancing act, leaning this way then the other... its ok it is a normal cycle we get to wittness in a fuller awareness, incredible to watch....Learn to tune in to your true self, spirit, to be able to check on the validity of what you are seeing, as to how it is important, some things are just finishing up to not be in the way of a new world... We have grown as a species alot this last millinium and many more are following....love is the key, find your own center and you will understand what that love encompasses and actually is. The message is so strong for you to follow intuition, learn to listen to nature and your spirit....it is important to become one with all, not just kinda know it, the greatest gift we have is being able to move into this new world more freely and yet more responsible for all living things not just homo sapiens. Blessings....

These are writings or books that have helped me grow and stay aware over the years - I find that different sources for truth are where we find more knowing because we searched for ourselves. I always told  my children that I know God is real and spirit, but it is something each person must seek and experience on thier own. There is such a big difference between knowing and emotional feelings.... Some things just make us feel so good, they may not be the truth or the whole truth however we love the ideal the emotional high and we stop.... I never stopped questioning God, I cared to much to not question him about what man was telling me.... So take a look at something that when it moves you subtly or slightly disturbs you you are on the right track... Knowing has no emtional backing, it just is. The List: The Gospel of Thomas, you can find it on line at the Gnostic Society Library under The Nag Hammadi Library - it is suppose to be the actual only known words of Christ...

I haven't told this story in a long time, however many of my friends were there the night it happened. I was having a little get together with girlfriends, we were having cocktails, food and the usual talk girls tend to have, my 2 yr old daughter was lying in my lap, when all of a sudden she looked up at me and said " I remember when Jesus brought me to you." The room got so quiet that yes you could of heard a pin drop, I looked at my daughter and smiled and said "when did Jesus bring you to me?" She touched my face and said " He put me in my body when you touched my cheek" After she was born and wrapped in a blanket they laid her little crying body on my chest, I touched her cheek and said "It's ok Lydia, mom is here." At that moment this crying baby stopped crying and looked me straight in the eye and smiled. When my little girl described being put in her body at that very moment I knew how profoundly different this "body...

Why should I bother to tune in and listen for whispers or intuition? Because once you do you will understand true joy, it isn't a high, it is a pure full feeling words can never give this feeling a proper expression. Because when you start to follow your intuition not only do you feel joy and fullfilled, you also begine to feel child like, not childish, child like wonder. Because you finally realize that you are creating with the universe a world that befits you, so now you are co-creating. Because as you wonder about things, the little coinsidences begin to happen more frequently and it is fun, almost like a game. Ask a question any question, look for the whisper of the answer, watch the coinsidences unravel the answers. Because you have been asking for help and now you know how to find it, go within, the answers are all there for the taking and all the help you need has just been waiting for you to hear the whispers............ Because you love yourself enough to try....

Using visualizations in meditation are a way to have fun and create as well as release. So the first one is for fun, its intention is to show you your oneness with the universe. Sit in your speial place, do your breathing exercises, now completly let go of all stress, relax.......see yourself sitting idian style in front of a cave in the woods, know that when you are here, you are waiting for your animal totem. Do not look around for it for it will come right up to you. The first animal to appear is your personnel animal totem, look at it closely, see its, fur or feathers or scales....look into its eyes....smile and send loving energy to it and thank it for coming and showing itself to you. Now sit and relax more and think of how simular to this creature you are, what traits do you share...... finish your meditation. This next one is for releasing something... Sit in special place, do your breathing techniques and relax, really relax... Now see a big basket before you a...

It always strikes me strangely when someone says messages can not be from God. Like when you get card readings or some other form of communication, God goes where you are, when he knows you are seeking answers he provides them in any venue you choose. God never stopped talking to us, we just stopped listening. I call them the whispers on the wind, the feeling you get when you over hear a comment by a stranger, you know, the one that says to you, thats just what I needed to hear. The news report on a subject you were just thinking or talking about. The phone call from a friend with an opinion on something. The ones I like the most is where they look at you and say, "I don't know why I just went on about that.". You see we forgot the wonder and the oneness of our world as we grew up, our answers were in books and adults and specialist. We forgot about sitting quietly in nature and listening to the inner voice that all of a sudden would fill your mind with thought,...

Since this is an important tool to use lets explore how to use it. First since this is a tool to help us balance, mind, body and spirit - we should then consider where we will meditate. Pick a space, if it can not be a room then make whatever space you can as your sacred spot, this spot as you decorate or clear away will have your being with the intent of sacred space. Using a candle, incense, water, crystal or earth and some sort of music would be good additives to this space. (earth, water, fire and air) later I'll teach you the order you should start and then end in. There are no rules to your special space, just suggestions of some things that help bring about the balance you will want to achieve. You must have a comfortable sitting or lying down place, here the key is - spine straight. Now sit in your space feel warm, comfy and relaxed? Your ready for the first meditation, Start by deep breathing, allow your stomach to rise not your chest, you want a full breath...

This Blog has only one intention, to make you think and become aware, aware of the world around you and most important the world within. Words on the wind best describe the whispers of spirit, those messages trying to get through to you. Praying is talking to God, Meditation is listening to God. Meditation may not be the reciever it is the tool to bring you in alignment with your spirit so you may recieve the messages and answers to your prayers. The act of meditation gives us a calmness a centeredness so we may fine tune our intuition. This is the true voice we should be listening to. Our brain is a computer of which is meant for storage and refrence, not to lead us. Learning to listen to the subtle voice of intuition is a practice that makes perfect, note that if you feel any negative thoughts you are not on base yet. We are used to the inner voice or gut feeling when it appears strongly to protect us, however that voice is still there just more subtle, that is why you mu...